My Thoughts - Meine Gedanken
Womb Awareness - Gebärmutter Verbindung
Just recently I heard about some women having a hysterectomy. Driving home that night I could feel my womb comforting me and I started thinking about these for me unusual happenings. I started asking myself why so many women my age or even younger do find it quiet acceptable to have their womb, their sacred centre, their place of creation, taken out and seem quiet relieved to let it go. I must admit I felt a bit shocked and a bit sad too. Thinking that these women probably never had the chance to connect to their womb and made friends with it. They might have maybe never established a relation ship with this sacred place. My thoughts carried on and I felt deeply that my womb was the place of the Great Mother. It is my connection to the Great Mother, the Goddess, the Divine Feminine, Shila Na Gig or what else you would like to call it. It feels to me like my place of wisdom, my Holy Grail and Holy Well. It is something so precious to me that I do feel slightly disturbed when I hear a woman saying: 'Just out with the whole lot. It is only giving me grief.' Once when I connected to a women who had no womb anymore I could feel a heaviness and emptiness where the womb had been. It felt dead compared to my belly with my womb in it. Please who ever had to have a hysterectomy I do not want to make you feel bad nor do I judge you. Sometimes it is the only way to stay alive or have a quality of life. I am aware of that. I am just voicing my thoughts and my ideas and my feelings. And my thoughts were asking if some of it it might be the cause of not having a relationship with ones womb, not to be connected to this sacred place and therefore not even being connected to the Great Mother? Do we store to much of our fears and pains in our sacred centre the womb and do we hold it there instead of letting it flow into the arms and the womb of the Goddess? Just some ideas to think about.
Blessed Be